Your Blueprint Sucks.

If you were drawn to read this, it’s because of the title.

More than likely you feel you are the blueprint. Your way is the road untraveled by most. What they don’t know is you’ve failed a lot.
Disappointed and ridiculed a lot.
You feel like shit a lot.
But your blueprint is cool and deemed “brillant” by the masses when it works. During the muddy water and the darkness of the unseen path you’re seen as the person whose doomed to fail or an idiot. Potential in-laws will say “don’t marry him he has no end goal,” Friends will talk behind your back “she can’t really believe she’s going to make that much money on her products, can she?!”
You don’t feel alone, you are alone.
Your blueprint sucks…until it doesn’t.
The process is going to suck. Long nights, skin looking bad some days, not many checks being cashed and 80% of the time you will wake up tired. There is no such thing as a weekend because the whole time you’re thinking about your blueprint. Every mistake you make there’s no one to blame but yourself. I usually just say “f%^ me” or “f%^ my life” and go right back to working 😅.

It’s hard being a Blueprinter. It takes looking in the mirror and being honest with yourself. You have to talk to yourself. Both question and answer yourself. It’s why some people will call you crazy and it’s why you might feel crazy.

And that’s okay my little psychotic friend because this is where you will find out you’re not really alone. My blueprint sucks too. So does hers and so does his. Just keep in mind when you succeed it’s time for you to lead the way. Create new narratives and pave multiple paths for those who come after you.

You’re not really crazy. You’re in love and held captive to what you believe belongs in this world the way you see it. Yes. it sucks right now. Keep at it when it sucks. Trust me, it’s going to work out just like you planned.

Y’all know the rules…

Howl Before You Eat 🐺